A Testimony of my Red Sea Miracle at Passover 2022
May 1, 2022 12:16 PM
Dear Brothers and Sisters,
I have struggled on whether to share this, but I want to give our Abba YHWH and Yahushua Hamaschiah all the praise, and honor and glory for what He has done in my life. He truly parted the Red Sea for me and made a way where there was no way. This may get a little long for some, but I think the back story is important, for understanding of all I have been through. YHWH is the Yah of miracles!
Backstory, my life was mostly normal until I lost my job in 2020. I felt OK and much relieved in losing that job. Fast forward to summer 2021, I was feeling a little more worried, still no job and my landlord notified me on 8/14 that he was selling the townhouse I was renting to his daughter. I was on a month-to-month lease and had to move quickly. I decided I could be out by the end of Aug. in a futile attempt to also save the rent money. I actually started to gt excited as I had seen a number of recent words on YHWH moving His people, and that some my not know where they were going. I was trying to be OK with everything, but I was not OK at all.
I was moved to donate just about everything I owned. Luke 14:33 says, “So likewise, whosoever he be of you that forsaketh not all that he hath, he cannot be my disciple.” I had also given away everything in 2013, and again in 2015. Well, 2015 was actually more of a plundering by the wolf in sheep’s clothing who had me give away everything to “the poor,” a friend of his from jail. More on the wolf here: https://444prophecynews.com/my-wolf-in-sheeps-clothing-a-brief-testimony-cassandra/ so, I didn’t have much anyway. When the people came to take away my things I lost it. I sobbed and cried so hard on a foam cushion on the floor. I even had to donate about six month’s worth of food as I had nowhere to put it. I dumped out my stored water. What I do still have is a 5×8 trailer and everything I own now fits in that and my car.
9/1 rolled around. I set out that morning thinking I was going on some sort of great adventure. There were some words around this time that “The time is NOW” etc. I thought I was headed to a wilderness refuge, in MT, a specific place Abba had shown me. I was wrong. It wasn’t that time. One way Father speaks to me is in numbers, and I was trying to step out in faith and go where He wanted me. I was led by signs, numbers He had given me.
Well. I ended up going in an unexpected northerly direction after heading west for about an hour. I was led back to the wolf in sheep’s clothing. I have had a very difficult time breaking unholy soul tie cords with this person and I think he may actually be a warlock and/or jezebel spirit. (psychopath/narcissist.) I think this may have been a test to see where my heart really was. I really loved him, and loved his mom like David loved Johnathan. I miss them so much. I ended up staying in a camper, with the wolf on one end and me on the other. I will admit I kissed him and still had feelings for him, but it went no further than that. I had to be the one to stop it. His mom told me, before he did, that he had been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I don’t believe that is a real condition, like so many western diagnoses, I believe it is a demonic affliction. A couple of times the wolf was talking, babbling almost, saying a bunch of nonsense. It was then that I realized I had to leave.
I still had nowhere to go.
A couple of friends of mine lived in the metro area of my state. Ironically, the man is the one who got me in touch with the wolf in 2015. We had all been in the same high school class. This couple said I could stay with them. HalleluYah, they even said I could have the whole lower level of their home. It was beautiful, and the bed was soft. So much better than staying in a camper. YHWH is a good provider, our YHWH Yireh, our provider, and our El Shaddai, our All Sufficient One. I watched their dog, cat, and home while they travelled to Costa Rica. I couldn’t afford to pay them any rent, and still feel awful about this. Instead, I was going to a food shelf, an sharing canned tuna with my cat. I was still hoping the Bride would soon be transformed, or that it really was “time.” It wasn’t.
I decided to go visit my mom, and maybe stay with her in FL. I know FL will be gone soon from the tsunami, and part of me welcomed that thought. (Please forgive me Father.) Hauling the trailer to FL, I got 14 mpg, and maybe worse. My cat and I slept i the car halfway there; it was about a 24 hour drive. I got to my mom’s, and it was very difficult, which I knew it would be. She also drank the kool aid, and while there I saw two words on this site saying we need to stay away from those who have done that. Thank you to those who posted those words in early Oct. 2021.
I left FL after two weeks. My friends were going to Costa Rica again and needed a house and pet sitter, so I went back there. I got in an accident on the way there and my trailer unhitched somehow when I hit a bad pothole in the dark. I was on a freeway and had to wait a long time for a tow. Thankfully, I was able to get it fixed, but I really felt Father had left me. I cried in the back seat with my cat while they repaired the trailer. This was such a low point for me, and returning to my home state, fall was becoming winter, and our winters are brutal. I always pray that my flight is not in the winter or on a Sabbath. I let them know I may need to stay there until spring. Thankfully, they were very gracious and kind, and said it would be no problem at all.
Fast forward a few more months. I realized I had to get some sort of job fast. I no longer had favor to get a job in my previous field of finance, and don’t want to go back to that anyway. My job search was yielding no fruit. I started delivering pizza for Domino’s in March 2022. Entirely, and completely humbled. I actually liked the job, well except for doing dishes. My coworkers were great, and I liked driving around the countryside. The pay was low, and gas prices had just gone up with the onset of the Russia/Ukraine (NATO/US) war. There were also too many delivery drivers. A couple of strong believers though, and iron sharpens iron. Thank you Abba Father. I was also blessed to watch the migration of swans in the spring. I have been seeing numerous swans daily, with some very close encounters. This is beautifully difficult for me, as the wolf’s last name is Swan. My last name was Swan for a moment in time, and they are just beautiful birds, even if seeing them confuses me and makes me cry…(tears again just typing that.) Failing an ongoing test? Perhaps.
Shortly after this, the friends I am staying with let me know they were selling their house and hoped to be out by May 1st.
Dear God/(Yah). Not again. I tried to tell myself it would be OK. I thanked them again for everyting and let them know I was happy for them, and I prayed they would get a great offer on their house for helping me and blessing me so much. I was trying to stand on, and speak the promises in Yah’s
Word, daily. In reality, fear and terror were gripping me. I was crying a lot, quietly, sobbing hard at night, not seeing a way out.
I began trying to figure out where I could camp or live in my car come May 1st. (Ironically, I am writing this on May 1st.) I cried so much, and was in so much deep pain.
I had gone to a ladies prayer time at a nearby church on 4/9/22, and decided to go to church on 4/10/22. I usually do not go to church anymore, I have been called out of that, and have shared a word on that here as others have. …I just felt led to go this morning, for a little while before work. (here comes the good part.) On this date of 4/10/22 a man named John stood up in front and shared that he was selling his house for $500. Wait, what?! Father had laid it on his heart to sell it for that much. That was the exact amount I had set aside for a deposit on an apartment, or campsite. I left him a note after he sat down indicating my interest. I left for work shortly after that. I went to see his home the next morning on 4/11//22 and long story short, I found out my application was approved on 4/13/22.
YHWH made a way where there was no way. He parted the Red Sea for me. He gave me a miracle home!!! On 4/14/22 John and I met at the church, signed some papers, and I gave John the money for his house. He blew a shofar at the church, and I blew my shofar too, it was so awesome!!! There was something very significant about that date of 4/14. I still don’t understand it all, but while driving for work that day I saw on my trip odometer: 141,414.4 miles. The ladies meeting on 4/9 had been on dream interpretation, and I was given a sheet with some explanations. The meaning of 14 says double anointing. HalleluYah!!!!
I just give all glory, and honor, and praise to Father, for parting the Red Sea for me, and making a way where there is no way. I know there are many of you out there struggling and homeless, or possibly losing homes right now. I am not trying to hurt your feelings, but am trying to encourage you and give you hope. If our loving Father has done this for me, He may do this for you too. Don’t lose hope. Don’t give up. Keep your faith. If God/Yah is for you who could be against you?
Thank you hearing me out, I want to share with and shout to the world what my Great Daddy Abba has done for me!!!
Blessings, hugs, hope, encouragement, and much love to you all, in King Yahushua’s Mighty Name!!!
I want to share this song with you all (and shared it once before here.). It is from the movie, “The Prince of Egypt” which I watched for years with my daughter at Passover. Be encouraged, there can be miracles when you believe!!!
When You Believe – The Prince Of Egypt – YouTube