May 2, 2020 10:23 PM
Handmaid of the Most High

I was praying for the Holy Spirit to provide further revelation regarding the time we are currently living in. He gave me this dream.

DREAM 5/1/20 Afternoon Nap

I am in an elegant mansion which is old and established, what I consider antebellum. I have been given a tour and I am standing with the grand dame as she instructs me of my role as a servant, I didn’t realize until my instructions that I was both servant and guest.

I will be responsible for serving dinner and dessert at the pre-wedding dinner party, as well as being a runner for the guests prior to the wedding. Some of those, who are staying in the mansion having traveled from afar and may have need to have toiletries and other necessities should they be missing anything, so I am responsible for meeting those needs as well. I am to dress nicely when I arrive, so that I “impress” others during the wedding. If a guest asks something extra ordinary, I am to provide it.
My key responsibility is guarding the dessert and serving it to the guests.

When I arrive at 10:00 AM to serve, things seem very calm and orderly. I am told lunch service is about to begin and I am to assist the servants, at guest’s request (it is still early around 10:30 AM) there are maybe 20 guests, relatives mainly, who arrived before the rest of the guests. Some ask me for the smallest things and it is obvious they think I am below them, even though I am a guest too. One man in particular, who is very handsome and confident, I’ll call him D, carrying himself with obvious arrogance as he interacts with others. Calls to me and whispers insults and sexual innuendo’s then laughs, then in a normal voice orders me to do a very menial task. Some laugh as he mocks me.

Later in the early afternoon many guests arrive. Suddenly everything is in chaos. Then a woman with out explanation (has me watching her wild and undisciplined child and I can’t keep up with him, he is using a crayon to mark very expensive wallpaper and other expensive objects he shouldn’t be touching). Next I’m in the salon’s and bathrooms and bedroom wing, where the bridesmaids (groom’s men as well in the same wing) are preparing for the wedding. Most do not have the things they need to prepare themselves, so I am running around to get them safety pins, hair dryers, irons, special hangers, make-up etc. I run to check on the dessert and it has been defaced! The other dessert has a piece, I took out this 1/10 of a portion at some point to eat and I am appalled because I was the one that ruined it!! How will I fix it?

Then my coworker (E) comes in and she is terribly irresponsible but doesn’t even seem embarrassed or remorseful. She was to remain in the kitchen at all times, her chief responsibility was to maintain the integrity of the vast food. Much of it was there to last the entire weekend, while some of the guests visited prior to and after the wedding. Instead, she had disappeared to drink alcohol with a number of the eligible young men and was barely sober. The kitchen was a mess, there were empty containers every where, much of the food had disappeared. Some of the food for the wedding banquet had been eaten right out of their covered dishes or straight from the refrigerators and freezers!

For some reason, I am now running around serving people all sorts of beverages, several people are people I know and they are mocking me because even though I am invited, I am also a servant and they are guests only. Some of the drunken men, who are making fun of me are making inappropriate sexual comments and grabbing me as I move about ordering me to find something very specific though he won’t tell me what exactly he wants he just keep screaming to find it in a freezer (there are six in this room and they are hard to get to, as access is blocked because the disorderly guests are invading the kitchen and blocking one another so that food for the wedding is being eaten. One of the men is so physically aggressive that as I try to move to avoid his grab, I get food spilled all over me by another guest! I am so frustrated and keep thinking, why did I agree to this? Why didn’t the family anticipate that this would happen? Where were all the staff and other servants not around? I want to just leave but I still want to go to the wedding! I remind myself, that I made a commitment and I must keep it even if no one else took their responsibility seriously.

Eventually, I get away from the kitchen after I make an effort to repair the two desserts. Then I head for the bedroom wing hoping to getting my clothes cleaned up. Along the way, a guest asks for something trivial but demanding it immediately. I continue to the bedrooms and as I pass the office of the Father of the Groom, he calls me in to ask me to take care of something important. I get the instructions but all the time I am thinking of my clothes, knowing that they are ruined because to much time has passed for one of the stains to be removed with water or stain remover. As I leave I promise I will follow-up in an hour or so. I attempt to clean my clothes but they are spoiled. While cleaning them, one of the men harassing me barges into the bathroom and sees me partially naked and attempts again to assault me. I am crying and so dismayed, I try and call for help but he reminds me that no one wants a scene at a wedding. While he is warning me to remain silent, shouts from down the hall come from the room of the Groom and the Bride. He laughs and says maybe ‘there will be no wedding’.


This dream is rich in messages.

The Wedding of the Bride is soon to take place! No one knows the day or hour but we are living in the time described of the by the vision given to Apostle John. To those who argue, suit yourself, soon all will be revealed.

We are in the time moments prior to the wedding feast. The bride (represented by myself and the other servants) are responsible for preparing others for the wedding with Christ. Notice that is why I was both servant and guest. Here I am given a number of tasks. Making sure that others are equipped (by giving them what they need to prepare), serving them sustenance (food), and even watching their children (temporarily taking on their responsibilities, if necessary) if ‘they drop the ball’. Notice when the mom (Bride doesn’t do her job, abandons her post, it can be chaotic and destructive -the child destroying the mansion). Most importantly, I am guarding the dessert.

The early afternoon, we see the orderly, structured day turn upside down in chaos (this is how the enemy often works within the church). Suddenly, we see/realize that among the sheep are goats, they look like sheep and mixed among the sheep. These few guests of the groom primarily the men, who mock me and try to demean me and frequently try to assault me are showing that they have no good intentions, the worse is D. They are obvious to some, especially D but most of the sheep are oblivious. We also see drunkenness in the church just like it was foretold, people are acting prideful, arrogant, showy and behaving unkindly to the true servants of God, those who are actively serving. These servants are being mistreated, verbally attacked, they are being mocked and harassed in every possible way to demoralize them. Goats sow frustration and dismay among those continuing to serve, goats do their best to prevent them from performing their tasks.

I do want to point out that these small number of guests were acting abhorrent, their activity distracted much of true meaning of the wedding, its sanctity and Holiness. They tried to change the atmosphere for everyone else. Even the servants saw what they were doing and took it as a cue to participate in the debauchery. In case, you didn’t realize, these represent the leaders in the church that everyone assumes are a true servants of God, they believe because of their title and role, they are definitely going in the wedding (No, they are NOT!).

They only look from outward appearance. Notice that my coworker, E was responsible for overseeing the preparations has gone off and gotten drunk with the young men (the world), she has no remorse, she isn’t repentant. She doesn’t care. There are many in the church, who are very careless about their calling. They don’t stay true to what they promised to do. Instead, they get distracted by the fun (the revelries of this world) leaving their part in ministry open to destruction. Notice, that the kitchen was a mess, food spilled everywhere, much of it gone, having been eaten by those had just been fed! Those causing this mayhem, show their true nature, they do not serve Christ, they serve their flesh and their wants and desires drive them as, we see this in Philippians 3:18.

Those among you, who buy into their “show”, demonstrate your own lack of discernment. You have not prayed and asked the Holy Spirit to show you who these liars are, the apostates and enemies of God. No, instead some of you attend their conferences and even send them lots of money, which goes toward wickedness that is so tremendous, that is being used in plans to toward murdering you! I am not exaggerating. They hate God, they worship lucifer instead. They have no qualms about what they are currently doing and they believe that lying to you to get you to comply with their plan is quite acceptable. In fact, they laugh at your ignorance! They say because you are so stupid, so inferior to them, that you deserve to die and to be misled because of your ignorance. You are useless and take up resources they want for themselves. If you only knew!

Those who have the spiritual heart and love for the Groom continue to serve no matter how hard it becomes. They are sad when they see other servants abandoning their responsibilities. Distractions are tempting them from completing their tasks, the unruly child, who is causing havoc and destruction is always present, trying to destroy the message and keep servants from their assigned tasks. Even slinging all sorts of ugliness at the saints and their apparel, making her look like she doesn’t belong because she seems messy and poorly turned out. These are the rumors, the innuendo and down right lies, calling her a religious nut, a liar, wingnuts, and false prophets as a means to discredit the true messengers of the Holy Living Lord! Those who have eyes to see and ears to hear, know that this is not unexpected but those whose hearts are immature, who don’t know the word, that have no real relationship with Christ, that really don’t have a clue, they are blind and can’t discern. They think they are going to see the wedding, THEY WILL NOT!

Understand the goats purpose is to deceive others that they are sheep, they belong to group and welcome at the wedding feast but their true goal/agenda/purpose is causing chaos, distraction, destruction, fighting and animosity among the sheep. While there are rules (scripture, 10 commandments), they try and prevent others from following them (trying to get them to sin and fall away). Even right before the wedding, these goats are trying to keep the wedding guests from enjoying the Great Wedding by distractions, getting them caught in the ways of the world through partying (before the celebration, eating the food and drinking) and those who want to serve from doing their assigned tasks! Even to the point of destroying them, attacking them and ruining their reputation and testimony! Trying in all their messages to destroy the witness of the True Bride.

Meanwhile, among these are other wedding participants even bridesmaids that have decided what God says and exactly how things are going to happen based on their teachings by their pastors and leaders. Some of these even believe that God loves them more than anyone else (though most know it is not politically correct to say that in general public) because they have treasures and they have such and such connections and genealogies and live in America (or Canada or UK or where ever). I have heard it! They believe status, riches, property and titles prove their worthiness. Some even the place they live or were born. This is delusion and by the way -don’t put your country before the Living God. Patriotism is fine when it is balanced, that is when God is first but many put their country as superior, it shows in their talk and actions. Or they put the teachings of founding fathers of their religious flavor/denomination equal to or even above what the Bible teaches. They have a separate book that explains their doctrine and how to interpret the Bible according to the doctrine. This is heresy and in some cases blasphemy! If you love your doctrinal traditions more than what the Holy Spirit has revealed through the word, you will not inherit the kingdom. Your pride demonstrates that your spirit is full of wickedness, thus the Holy Spirit is not in charge.

Notice just before the dream ends, that D representing satan suggests that ‘there will be no wedding’. Our enemy, satan wants us to believe that the wedding feast may not occur in our lifetime. Oh, some of you state that ‘you keep hearing the prophesying of the end times for x decades, it isn’t going to happen’. We hear these prophecies because it will happen. We are not promised our next breath! Thus, we may die before it is fulfilled and therefore, we need to be ready at all times! He (satan) wants us to loose all hope in this world of famine, pestilence, disease and terror. He doesn’t want us to discern the times, then we will be hopeless and despair and maybe not even trust God. He is always planting this type of poison.

We do have a hope, we are part of the plan, there is an end that will be a great blessing and reward from our Creator! Though, I don’t know the date, I know without doubt we are in the season.

I asked the Holy Spirit what the “dessert” presented and why I was responsible and why I ate a tiny piece when I knew it was very important. He said “the dessert is a foretaste of the Heavenly Kingdom.” The reason I was to be protective was so that only those worthy would get a taste (remember they were quite small). “I had already eaten, symbolizing the time when I died 25 years ago and arrived at Heaven”, Jesus personally sent me back to earth to complete my earthly assignment. I was very bereft that I couldn’t stay.

Please note I don’t know exactly when the wedding takes place but I am highly doubtful it is even five years away. Additionally, I believe this is a fore warning of the Judgments in the Bible that have recently begun and will quickly unwind to increasingly serious and tragic results. I know that from the words, visions and dreams I’ve had, I will be gone before Christ returns. Many people, myself included will die in the Tsunami hitting the Atlantic Coast of North America. In the past four days, I have had 4 dreams about me leaving. I am not going to be sharing all of them, they were not for the body, only Dream 1 posted on Wednesday, April 29 (not even 5 minutes after posting, I had an accident, it was a confirmed attack from the enemy. He is very unhappy for the warnings I am posting.

It is up to you to make changes in your life to be at the Wedding Feast. Repent while the little time remains. I believe we are days or weeks away from major disaster, this is not the Triumphant Return of Christ. It is leading up to it.

I have NO BLOOD on MY HANDS, the choice is your’s alone. I hope every last one of you, who reads this goes to the Party!!! We will be completely FREE IN CHRIST!

Many are going to be leaving when the beginning of destruction comes. I know it is extremely close! Now is the time to get right with God.

~ Handmaid of the Most High ~ Acts 2:18, Psalm 37:30

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Hebrews 11:6 King James Version (KJV)
6 But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.

Mark 7:20-23 King James Version (KJV)
20 And he said, That which cometh out of the man, that defileth the man.

21 For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders,

22 Thefts, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, lasciviousness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, foolishness:

23 All these evil things come from within, and defile the man.

Ephesians 5:3-5 King James Version (KJV)
3 But fornication, and all uncleanness, or covetousness, let it not be once named among you, as becometh saints;

4 Neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor jesting, which are not convenient: but rather giving of thanks.

5 For this ye know, that no whoremonger, nor unclean person, nor covetous man, who is an idolater, hath any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God.

1 Corinthians 2:13-15 King James Version (KJV)
13 Which things also we speak, not in the words which man’s wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual.

14 But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.

15 But he that is spiritual judgeth all things, yet he himself is judged of no man.

Titus 3:8-11 King James Version (KJV)
8 This is a faithful saying, and these things I will that thou affirm constantly, that they which have believed in God might be careful to maintain good works. These things are good and profitable unto men.

9 But avoid foolish questions, and genealogies, and contentions, and strivings about the law; for they are unprofitable and vain.

10 A man that is an heretick after the first and second admonition reject;

11 Knowing that he that is such is subverted, and sinneth, being condemned of himself.

Philippians 3:15-19 King James Version (KJV)
15 Let us therefore, as many as be perfect, be thus minded: and if in any thing ye be otherwise minded, God shall reveal even this unto you.

16 Nevertheless, whereto we have already attained, let us walk by the same rule, let us mind the same thing.

17 Brethren, be followers together of me, and mark them which walk so as ye have us for an ensample.

18 (For many walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you even weeping, that they are the enemies of the cross of Christ:

19 Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)

James 4:14 King James Version (KJV)
14 Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away.

Revelation 17:1-3 King James Version (KJV)
17 And there came one of the seven angels which had the seven vials, and talked with me, saying unto me, Come hither; I will shew unto thee the judgment of the great whore that sitteth upon many waters:

2 With whom the kings of the earth have committed fornication, and the inhabitants of the earth have been made drunk with the wine of her fornication.

3 So he carried me away in the spirit into the wilderness: and I saw a woman sit upon a scarlet coloured beast, full of names of blasphemy, having seven heads and ten horns.

Romans 2:20-22 King James Version (KJV)
20 An instructor of the foolish, a teacher of babes, which hast the form of knowledge and of the truth in the law.

21 Thou therefore which teachest another, teachest thou not thyself? thou that preachest a man should not steal, dost thou steal?

22 Thou that sayest a man should not commit adultery, dost thou commit adultery? thou that abhorrest idols, dost thou commit sacrilege?

John 14:26 King James Version (KJV)
26 But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.

Matthew 24:38-39 King James Version (KJV)
38 For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark,

39 And knew not until the flood came, and took them all away; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.

James 3 King James Version (KJV)
3 My brethren, be not many masters, knowing that we shall receive the greater condemnation.

2 For in many things we offend all. If any man offend not in word, the same is a perfect man, and able also to bridle the whole body.

3 Behold, we put bits in the horses’ mouths, that they may obey us; and we turn about their whole body.

4 Behold also the ships, which though they be so great, and are driven of fierce winds, yet are they turned about with a very small helm, whithersoever the governor listeth.

5 Even so the tongue is a little member, and boasteth great things. Behold, how great a matter a little fire kindleth!

6 And the tongue is a fire, a world of iniquity: so is the tongue among our members, that it defileth the whole body, and setteth on fire the course of nature; and it is set on fire of hell.

7 For every kind of beasts, and of birds, and of serpents, and of things in the sea, is tamed, and hath been tamed of mankind:

8 But the tongue can no man tame; it is an unruly evil, full of deadly poison.

9 Therewith bless we God, even the Father; and therewith curse we men, which are made after the similitude of God.

10 Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be.

11 Doth a fountain send forth at the same place sweet water and bitter?

12 Can the fig tree, my brethren, bear olive berries? either a vine, figs? so can no fountain both yield salt water and fresh.

13 Who is a wise man and endued with knowledge among you? let him shew out of a good conversation his works with meekness of wisdom.


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