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July 11, 2022 8:04 PM
Handmaid of the Most High
Matthew 5:20 KJV
For I say unto you, That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven.

Leviticus 18:21 KJV
And thou shalt not let any of thy seed pass through the fire to Molech, neither shalt thou profane the name of thy God: I am the Lord.

For those familiar with all my postings, I have mentioned my exposure to darkness growing up in the occult. Those familiar with its workings, who have great knowledge of its operation, often ask me questions since my family was at the highest level (many don’t even know about this level). I have had officials, psychologists, researchers from all over the world contact me. I never charged for my assistance or guidance. One journalist wrote two successful, well selling books about my life, without my prior knowledge and never shared any of the profits and wanted even more details before he slipped and let me know of his agenda (he lives abroad so I can’t sue him)! God is VERY unhappy with his profiting from my abuse.

What I haven’t mentioned is how many churches were involved in child trafficking both in the U.S. and worldwide. It isn’t important what denomination my father was ordained in (yes, the man “served God” for more than 30 years!). Why? Because there were many in all the denominations, even the Catholic church across the street from one of the churches where he was posted. The churches are all infiltrated, it is a strategy by satan and his minions.

That specific Priest regularly sodomized me multiple times per visit and then before I was returned to my father, he made me “repent” to him for making him rape me and perform a Catholic purification ritual. I was ages 6 through 8 when this happened. Much worse happened in that church basement! Though the Catholic church had other reports on this specific Priest, He was shuffled around to other parishes in different states to continue his evil. I learned of this when speaking with someone who’s male cousins had been abused by him 50 years earlier (the same time period as me) after it happened.

When I started remembering what happened to me (my MK Ultra mind control was starting to “break down”), the church “learned” about my experiences and absolutely nothing happened, I only shared the sexual abuse, not the trafficking (I hadn’t had those memories yet (it was still happening to me) and for years after, I didn’t even think of what happened in those terms). The only thing I do know was my earthly father resigned one church (he was 62 and called it retirement). He then went on to work in the next county at another church.

Folks, of the hundreds of survivors I’ve talked to, many had fathers who sexually abused them who were church leaders, missionaries or pastors. Many of them were also satanists. One woman, who was a child of a missionary sent to Asia would do “Christian” worship during the day and satanic rituals with the citizens and their children at night. Very similar to my own experiences in the various churches where my father presided in the U.S. I wish we were the exceptions.

Yet, many in the church still want to ignore it

Some of the survivor’s wanted nothing to do with the Heavenly Father or with Jesus, feeling that they were totally abandoned while the worst things imaginable (what so many who never experienced such torment can even imagine or fathom being done to children from the time they are infants) happened to them. Satan hates children!

Many were amazed at my own faith and love for Jesus. I do remember Him there comforting me a few times along the way. I won’t lie, I had a great struggle dealing with my own horrors and the witnessing of atrocities that are so dark, I still get choked up talking of them, including the murder of my own babies and close friends. Ezekiel 16:21, Jeremiah 19:5

Stop believing that someone with a title implying they are Holy actually is a true follower of Christ! Of course, some are, but some are not. Jesus frequently exposed the Pharisees and the Sadducees for their wickedness. Matthew 23:1-26, Mark 12:38-40, Luke 11:37-52, Luke 18:9-14 The ravening wolves have been hiding in the church since the beginning of time. Matthew 7:15, John 8:13 They are still there today! God sees it, it is going to be completely and utterly exposed and He only will deliver the perfect punishment!

I prayed for both parents for decades to repent. They are both now deceased. The Holy Spirit told me neither repented and their punishment is ongoing.

REPENT if you are in any way involved, that includes the parents that look the other way!

Otherwise, it would be better that you have a millstone(boulder) around your neck and be thrown in the sea! Matthew 18:6

There is much more to my story. I was trafficked to some of the most well-known men in the world and often used by politicians, captains of industry, music and movie industry leaders and crowd pleasers and knew the evil man Jeffrey Epstein and his cohort. If you knew how many pastors are involved and some of their names (some known worldwide), you would be astonished. However, many still ignore that it happens and call the victims liars. Beware, you will answer for that! I still have night terrors, but they have greatly subsided through the tremendous healing power of the Holy Spirit.

To all the survivors out there, Jesus was there, He was very grieved by the pain you suffered. You will be healed completely. He wants to take your pain. Choose to forgive. Choose to turn the offender(s) over to Him for their punishment, it is great. Luke 17:1-4, Hebrews 13:5, Proverbs 18:24, Proverbs 15:3

Thank you to Heaven’s Shofar for speaking the truth of the coming judgment of these evil doers.2 Peter 2:3

~Handmaid of the Most High~ Acts 2:18-19, Psalm 37:30


Mark 10:14
Matthew 5
Matthew 18:3
Matthew 19:14
Luke 20:20
James 4:17
1 John 4:7, 11
1 Timothy 2:1-4
Luke 5:17-26
Matthew 12:22-24
Deuteronomy 18:10

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