Challenges – Prayer Request, Testimony and Spiritual Insights

Friday, 10/23/26 at 18:15
Handmaid of the Most High

Dear Brothers and Sisters,

These past 3 months have been tremendously difficult. The level of attack against me has been very intense and relentless. The attacks are coordinated and coming from multiple realms (Principalities, Powers, Rulers of Darkness of THIS World AND Spiritual Wickedness in High Places), Ephesians 6:12. Sometimes, we Christians will have victory in one area and then maybe months or years later we experience a similar attack that perplexes us because we fail to understand that the new attack is actually coming from a different realm and with greater power to hinder us.

Remember Daniel prayed 21 days for deliverance and when the Angel Gabriel arrived he had been fighting that entire time and Michael (the Archangel) joined him the battle against the Prince of Persia (fyi,that is the former name of present day Iran)! What a fight this Prince put up!

There have been death curses against me and my pets and we have been battling great infirmity and alot of adversity in many different ways (it is glaringly obvious for those with eyes to see that this constant barrage is sent to weaken and level me.

This adversity has also been very costly. How I will pay for these bills accrued at this juncture is unknown to me but the emotional toll has been far greater. I am battling exhaustion.

While praying about 2 weeks ago, I was told by the Holy Spirit that leadership among the satanists/ill lumen naughty have decided that if they can not murder me by Halloween, then they want my pets dead in my place. They know what a great source of companionship they give me since I have no family and limited contact since I’ve been bedbound these last 18 months.

As hard as it may be to believe, these people have cursing as their vocation. They are so good at devising curses and coordinating demonic forces, that they are given assignments in their areas of specialty and are paid an attractive salary to “work” in their area of expertise. They “work” an 8 hour shift and there are dozens assigned against me (according to the Holy Spirit). It is even possible, that most have never even met me. I understand this better than some in the church because I was “gifted” in developing curses and I was trained extensively while growing up by the most talented occultists, both in North America and Europe (this even included Native American occultists). In fact by age 16, I was so “accomplished” that I was tasked with giving seminars all over the world (even at a World Renowned European University). Do you think satan likes the fact that I have revealed his strategies for the last 37 years? Now, that I am on the other side, I have been training others how to do effective warfare against these workers of darkness? However, there is strength in numbers and that is why I am reaching out.

Will you pray for me and my pets that we will be renewed and returned to the state God created us to live? Even if you do so for a brief season, I would be very grateful.

God Bless Each of You,

Your Fellow Servant, Handmaid of the Most High