Krystal Beall
April 15, 2018
TO MY BELOVED BRIDE…YOU LONG FOR ME…OH HOW I LONG FOR YOU…I ACHE FOR YOU…WITH INTENSITY…MANY ARE BROKEN IN THIS HOUR…MANY ARE SUFFERING FROM THE FIREY ARROWS OF THE ENEMY…LISTEN WHILE I SPEAK MY LOVE AND PEACE TO YOU…I AM IN YOU AND AMONG YOU…I AM BESIDE YOU AND I WILL NEVER LEAVE OR FORSAKE YOU…I AM FOR YOU…NOT AGAINST YOU….AND IF I BE FOR YOU…WHO THEN CAN BE AGAINST YOU …IT IS ALRIGHT TO WEEP WHEN YOU ARE IN PAIN MY LOVES….LET NO MAN TELL YOU OTHERWISE….THE HOUR IS BEYOND LATE…AND AS LABOR PAINS INTENSIFY….MANY WILL FALL AWAY FROM ME….I WILL DRAW THEM BACK IN MY MERCY…NEVER THINK FOR ONE MOMENT THE CLOSER YOU GET TO ME…THE MORE INTIMATE WE BECOME THAT YOUR SUFFERINGS WILL BECOME LESS…IT IS THE OPPOSITE MY LOVES…THE MORE INTIMATE WE BECOME…AS WE BECOME ONE IN OUR MARRIAGE…WE WILL SHARE…ONE FLESH ARE WE….YOU WILL SHARE MY IN MY LOVE… JOY…AND MY PEACE WHICH SUPRASSES ALL HUMAN UNDERSTANDING…AND I IN YOURS….YOU WILL SHARE IN MY PAIN…AND SORROW…MY ANGUISH…OUR WEDDING GARMENTS ARE AT PRESENT A CROWN OF THORNS AND A SPEAR…FOR MANY OF MY LOVES…IT IS MY BLOOD AND THEIRS…I WILL NOT LOSE YOU…YOU ARE HELD IN MY PALM AND UNDER THE SHADOW OF MY WINGS….YES…I AM BROKEN…I AM POURED OUT…I AM POURED OUT IN MY GREAT LOVE AND MERCY….HOW FEW COME TO DRINK OF MY LOVE…MY MERCY AND GRACE…I AM SAD…MY HEART IS HEAVY….AND MY BREATH OF LIFE IS LABORED WITH LOVE AND SORROW…AND IN ME IS DELIVERANCE…I WILL DO WHAT I HAVE SAID…AND MORE THAN YOU EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE….MORE THAN YOU EVER HOPED FOR….OR IMAGINED….I AM LOVE….HOW UNLOVED BY MANY I AM…MY HEART SUFFERS FOR THIS….IT IS TRULY THE MOST PAINFUL WOUND OF MY CRUCIFIXION…THE FLAGELLATION WAS SEVERE AND PAINFUL…THE CROWNING OF THORNS LEFT ME VISUALLY IMPAIRED TO A DEGREE DUE TO MY MASSIVE BLOOD LOSS AND MY TEARS….MY EYES SWELLED FROM THE MANY PUNCHES TO MY FACE I HAD RECEIVED…ALL WHILE BLINDFOLED AND MOCKED WITH ANGRY DEMANDS TO PROPHECY WHO STRUCK ME….MY LOVES THE LACK OF LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE WOUNDED ME THE MOST…AND STILL DOES….LOVE POURED OUT INTO VIOLENT HATE…TO SAVE THE HATE FILLED SOULS WHO STRUCK ME…HOW I AM STILL STRUK TODAY…YOU MY LOVES ARE MY JOY….AS I AM YOURS…I AM YOUR PALM…YOUR HOPE…YOUR LIGHT…YOUR COMFORT…YOUR BRIDEGROOM…YOUR FATHER…AND I LOVE YOU…THE PAINS YOU HAVE SUFFERED HERE FOR MY NAME SAKE ARE INCOMPARABLE TO THE JOY THAT IS COMING…I AM AMONG YOU…AND WILL DESCEND DOWN TO YOU IN ALL MY GLORY…MY LIGHT WILL DISPEL ALL DARKNESS…I WILL REVEAL MYSELF TO ALL OF MY CREATION…AND EVERY EYE SHALL BEHOLD ME…EVEN THOSE WHO PIERCED ME…..AND I SHALL REVEAL TO ALL MY NEW NAME…O GLOURIUS DAY…AND UPON THE WORLD….I AM GOD…AND MAN… AND THE DESIRE FOR LOVE …FAMILY AND ACCEPTANCE….PEACE…ARE PLACED THERE BY ME….THEY ARE MINE…LOVE…FAMILY…ACCEPTANCE….UNITY….PEACE….AND HEALING..THERE IS GOOD FOR ALL WHO LOVE ME…I AM MERCIFUL BUT JUST…MY HEART IS LACERATED….AND LANCED OPEN IN MY LOVE…MY ANGONY WHICH I STILL ENDURE IS FOR MANKIND…I AM DENIED…REJECTED…YOU ARE ACCEPTED AND WELCOMED…I TOOK THE FALL FOR MY CREATION….TO LIFT YOU ALL BACK UP TO MY PERFECT LOVE….WILL AND HOLINESS…I LOVE YOU SO MUCH…I GOD JESUS CHRIST WHO AM HOLY…PURE….LOVE….SINLESS…BECAME A MAN….AND BORE IT ALL AS MY OWN…THE SIN…THE PAIN..
THE LOSS THE SHAME…THE SCORN…IT COST ME GREATLY….OH HOW I SUFFER IN MY LOVE FOR MAN…I AM COME QUICKLY….THE GROUND WILL VIOLENTY SHAKE..THE VEIL WILL BE LIFTED..THE HEAVENS WILL SHAKE…AND. ROLL BACK LIKE A SCROLL….BILLOWS OF FIRE…SMOKE….DARKNESS…AND BEHOLD….MY BRIGHT LIGHT….YOU ARE SEALED IN ME….HELD….LOVED…LIFTED…
JESUS CHRIST
