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December 23, 2020 10:34 PM
Handmaid of the Most High
Matthew 15:9 King James Version (KJV)

9 But in vain they do worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men.

December 21, 2020

For days now, I have been struggling with deep depression, this is not at all unexpected. You see, this is a day of murder. Yes, while you slept last night, many thousands upon thousands of children, mainly infants without birth certificates or any documentation whatsoever, were offered to satan as a sacrifice. It is all part of the Baal, Molech, Nimrod, Tammuz, Baphomet or whatever other title you use to address him/her, ultimately it is worship satan claims for himself, it is his own holy day. So many of you do as well, some not even knowing that you do nor caring, but unfortunately, it is only because you have not been educated, nor have you sought to educate yourself. The Lord is abundantly clear when he says that ignorance of his precepts, his word is no excuse when you are standing before him after you die. Oh, saints, you are more like the sinners than you know.

Some may have heard “rumors” that Christmas is a pagan festival but quickly dismissed this because ‘Jesus is the reason for the season’ and you put that cute little nativity out front to show everyone, you are a Christian. On, the same token, you hang stockings with care for santa, an anagram for satan. Ever wonder why the green and red colors, are called Christmas colors? It is actually a reference to a myth of Nimrod’s escape from an angry god, who then he tripped bled on a dead tree stump, it is said, the tree returned to life and was Evergreen. Hence the red represents the shed blood of Nimrod and the green of the “ever green”. Does that sound a little familiar?

When did Jesus ask you to honor him with those colors? When did Jesus have a birthday party in the Bible, other than upon his entry? Where did he go hang out and drink wine and eat cake? Why is the Winter Solstice chosen to mark his birth, when we know that the lambs were giving birth, hence the shepherds were out in the field (which occurs in spring and fall seasons, not winter!).

Why are you not in the word studying to show yourself approved? Why do your parties focus on alcohol, food and promotions with all those funny decorations, and tinsel and mistletoe and a visit from santa are what nearly everyone is focused upon at the winter solstice. We are in the world but not supposed to be of it!

So, while you are breathing a sigh of relief, having braved the stores for that last minute gift to convey your appreciation to a casual acquaintance, who gave you for the unexpected gift. Know that children have been intentionally slaughtered to honor satan/Molech/Nimrod/Baal/Tammuz or as most know him, santa claws. As if witnessing these evil acts are not enough, which happened at 5:03 AM this year, 2020, many of the children forced to watch by their Satanist parents, and then few days later will be sexually assaulted on December 25, by a person dressed as santa.

This is not rare. It is not unusual. I am not making up stories, it is real, I lived it and so has every survivor of this heinous abuse among the satanists and pagans worldwide, that I’ve talked to has as well. Believe me when I say, you know satanists. They live in your neighborhood, they work with you at the office, they shop at the same grocery store, they are your child’s teacher, coach, pastor and college roommate. There are many among you and you are oblivious. You think that this is isolated, only pausing when you see a true crime book or hear a podcast. This is their world, you have been on the outside and you don’t know it and yet, everytime you pick up a present from under the tree, they have tricked you into bowing to satan.

Yes, Virginia, there is a satan claws and if you don’t behave, he will rape you. How would you like that hanging over your head for months told to as a warning by your parents, relatives, and their associates? How would you like to be trapped in this horror show for years with no one rescuing you or even caring enough to let you cry? Tears bring more abuse, so you better just endure until this it passes and the abusers are bored or to drunk to notice. Oh, I should mention my son endured it though there is no record of his life, except with the Lord. In fact, I lost seven children to sacrifice over the years, some on solstice, others to other ‘holy days’ (Easter/Ishtar, Halloween, May Day, etc.) in worship of that fallen demon…

So, enjoy your eggnog, and make that fire nice and warm, after all, its not your problem…is it?

By the way, I have had so many in the church dismiss my experiences telling me that God is now my God and the experiences are in the past. Seriously. I even had my pastor tell me that my “experience” would really pay off when I got married. I was so horrified at this statement, I sobbed uncontrollably. He had no clue, to the point, he even believed that I was happy he said that, no idea of the trauma I endured (nor realizing infants can’t seduce an adult parent), this after fifty-five years of ministry!!

How would you like to be told that your murdered friends and children were in the past? That they were irrelevant, and no mourning is appropriate (mind you, I had blocked these memories and they started coming 3 years after I was saved in adulthood). I have met quite a few other survivors, who turned their back on God, the Creator, not because of their abuse experiences as a child but because of the comments such as this quoted by “Christians”. I have shared Romans 12:15 with many, King James Version (KJV) 15 Rejoice with them that do rejoice, and weep with them that weep.” No wonder most people find the church out of touch and irrelevant. Most Christians are so deceived that some worldly people show more compassion because they aren’t brainwashed by these false teachings and doctrines found in churches today.


Word from the Lord, December 23, 2020 9:50 PM


Children, I am weary of your lip service for your hearts are far from me. I have told your ancestors from the beginning of time to walk not with the heathen nor practice their ways. Yet, you continue to do so and excuse your sin with catchy slogans.

I am not honored with your acts of generosity when you promote the pagan practices. Giving a child a wish from an angel tree simply to appease your conscience and give you a feeling of ease as you buy useless and meaningless items that will soon be forgotten, collecting dust on a shelf or going back into the attic until you do spring cleaning.

I ask you to evaluate your hearts against my word, not your pastor’s, not your favorite Christian artist’s or some song you heard on the radio. You will one day stand before me and answer for your willful disobedience to my word and you will have no excuse.

Many are already offended by these words of truth and I say, that you are not worthy of me, if you cannot take up your cross and do my will! You were bought with a price, the shed blood of Calvary to cleanse you of all sin. You make a total mockery of it when you pursue things of the world that make you feel more important, being more prideful and selfish. You worship at the altar of you!

You do not worship before me in spirit and truth. For that reason, you are about to encounter severe and bitter punishment from which you will never be restored in earthly ways.

Repent, while you can have blessed eternal assurance. Is it better to offend a loved one, who pursues such wickedness in exchange for your eternal reward? Would you rather please man and disregard me? It is your choice, your freewill, but you can’t have both. To believe that you can, is a lie.

Choose life my child, eternal life. Peace. Eternal security, life in an everlasting kingdom. I love you but I do not force myself upon you, my beloved. I will respect you enough to let you go to hell, if that is what you choose.

Finally, remember my beloved, if you choose to live righteously, don’t expect to be commended by men, they will not applaud you or pat you on the back. The world hates those who stand against evil. You will be tested for being obedient to see if your heart is truly settled, no one will sing your praises here on earth for doing so.

I come soon. Devastation comes very soon!

2 Peter 3:15-18 King James Version (KJV)

15 And account that the longsuffering of our Lord is salvation; even as our beloved brother Paul also according to the wisdom given unto him hath written unto you;

16 As also in all his epistles, speaking in them of these things; in which are some things hard to be understood, which they that are unlearned and unstable wrest, as they do also the other scriptures, unto their own destruction.

17 Ye therefore, beloved, seeing ye know these things before, beware lest ye also, being led away with the error of the wicked, fall from your own stedfastness.

18 But grow in grace, and in the knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. To him be glory both now and forever. Amen

Proverbs 23:23 King James Version (KJV)

23 Buy the truth, and sell it not; also wisdom, and instruction, and understanding.

Hebrews 5:10-12 King James Version (KJV)

10 Called of God an high priest after the order of Melchisedec.

11 Of whom we have many things to say, and hard to be uttered, seeing ye are dull of hearing.

12 For when for the time ye ought to be teachers, ye have need that one teach you again which be the first principles of the oracles of God; and are become such as have need of milk, and not of strong meat.

1 Timothy 4:1 King James Version (KJV)

4 Now the Spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils;

John 10:7-10 King James Version (KJV)

7 Then said Jesus unto them again, Verily, verily, I say unto you, I am the door of the sheep.

8 All that ever came before me are thieves and robbers: but the sheep did not hear them.

9 I am the door: by me if any man enter in, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out, and find pasture.

10 The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

Genesis 10:8-10 King James Version (KJV)

8 And Cush begat Nimrod: he began to be a mighty one in the earth.

9 He was a mighty hunter before the Lord: wherefore it is said, Even as Nimrod the mighty hunter before the Lord.

10 And the beginning of his kingdom was Babel, and Erech, and Accad, and Calneh, in the land of Shinar.

Anyone remember how the people of Babel built that temple, that tower to heaven??? It was a prideful act of architecture and unity, a rebellion against Creator God, they chose not to scatter as they had been directed. Alexander the Great entered in and conquered the kingdoms of Nimrod ruled.

Micah 5:5-7 King James Version (KJV)

5 And this man shall be the peace, when the Assyrian shall come into our land: and when he shall tread in our palaces, then shall we raise against him seven shepherds, and eight principal men.

6 And they shall waste the land of Assyria with the sword, and the land of Nimrod in the entrances thereof: thus shall he deliver us from the Assyrian, when he cometh into our land, and when he treadeth within our borders.

7 And the remnant of Jacob shall be in the midst of many people as a dew from the Lord, as the showers upon the grass, that tarrieth not for man, nor waiteth for the sons of men.

Deuteronomy 12:30 King James Version (KJV)

30 Take heed to thyself that thou be not snared by following them, after that they be destroyed from before thee; and that thou enquire not after their gods, saying, How did these nations serve their gods? even so will I do likewise.

Romans 6:1 King James Version (KJV)

6 What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound?

2 Corinthians 5:20 King James Version (KJV)

20 Now then we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God did beseech you by us: we pray you in Christ’s stead, be ye reconciled to God.

Deuteronomy 11:26-28 King James Version (KJV)

26 Behold, I set before you this day a blessing and a curse;

27 A blessing, if ye obey the commandments of the Lord your God, which I command you this day:

28 And a curse, if ye will not obey the commandments of the Lord your God, but turn aside out of the way which I command you this day, to go after other gods, which ye have not known.

Deuteronomy 12:3 King James Version (KJV)

3 And ye shall overthrow their altars, and break their pillars, and burn their groves with fire; and ye shall hew down the graven images of their gods, and destroy the names of them out of that place.

Leviticus 18:30 King James Version (KJV)

30 Therefore shall ye keep mine ordinance, that ye commit not any one of these abominable customs, which were committed before you, and that ye defile not yourselves therein: I am the Lord your God.

Ezekiel 8:14-18 King James Version (KJV)

12 Then said he unto me, Son of man, hast thou seen what the ancients of the house of Israel do in the dark, every man in the chambers of his imagery? for they say, the Lord seeth us not; the Lord hath forsaken the earth.

13 He said also unto me, Turn thee yet again, and thou shalt see greater abominations that they do.

14 Then he brought me to the door of the gate of the Lord’s house which was toward the north; and, behold, there sat women weeping for Tammuz.

15 Then said he unto me, Hast thou seen this, O son of man? turn thee yet again, and thou shalt see greater abominations than these.

16 And he brought me into the inner court of the Lord’s house, and, behold, at the door of the temple of the Lord, between the porch and the altar, were about five and twenty men, with their backs toward the temple of the Lord, and their faces toward the east; and they worshipped the sun toward the east.

17 Then he said unto me, Hast thou seen this, O son of man? Is it a light thing to the house of Judah that they commit the abominations which they commit here? for they have filled the land with violence, and have returned to provoke me to anger: and, lo, they put the branch to their nose.

18 Therefore will I also deal in fury: mine eye shall not spare, neither will I have pity: and though they cry in mine ears with a loud voice, yet will I not hear them.

Jeremiah 10:2-16 King James Version (KJV)

2 Thus saith the Lord, Learn not the way of the heathen, and be not dismayed at the signs of heaven; for the heathen are dismayed at them.

3 For the customs of the people are vain: for one cutteth a tree out of the forest, the work of the hands of the workman, with the axe.

4 They deck it with silver and with gold; they fasten it with nails and with hammers, that it move not.

5 They are upright as the palm tree, but speak not: they must needs be borne, because they cannot go. Be not afraid of them; for they cannot do evil, neither also is it in them to do good.

6 Forasmuch as there is none like unto thee, O Lord; thou art great, and thy name is great in might.

7 Who would not fear thee, O King of nations? for to thee doth it appertain: forasmuch as among all the wise men of the nations, and in all their kingdoms, there is none like unto thee.

8 But they are altogether brutish and foolish: the stock is a doctrine of vanities.

9 Silver spread into plates is brought from Tarshish, and gold from Uphaz, the work of the workman, and of the hands of the founder: blue and purple is their clothing: they are all the work of cunning men.

10 But the Lord is the true God, he is the living God, and an everlasting king: at his wrath the earth shall tremble, and the nations shall not be able to abide his indignation.

11 Thus shall ye say unto them, The gods that have not made the heavens and the earth, even they shall perish from the earth, and from under these heavens.

12 He hath made the earth by his power, he hath established the world by his wisdom, and hath stretched out the heavens by his discretion.

13 When he uttereth his voice, there is a multitude of waters in the heavens, and he causeth the vapours to ascend from the ends of the earth; he maketh lightnings with rain, and bringeth forth the wind out of his treasures.

14 Every man is brutish in his knowledge: every founder is confounded by the graven image: for his molten image is falsehood, and there is no breath in them.

15 They are vanity, and the work of errors: in the time of their visitation they shall perish.

16 The portion of Jacob is not like them: for he is the former of all things; and Israel is the rod of his inheritance: The Lord of hosts is his name.

Deuteronomy 18:9-14 King James Version (KJV)

9 When thou art come into the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee, thou shalt not learn to do after the abominations of those nations.

10 There shall not be found among you any one that maketh his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, or that useth divination, or an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch.

11 Or a charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer.

12 For all that do these things are an abomination unto the Lord: and because of these abominations the Lord thy God doth drive them out from before thee.

13 Thou shalt be perfect with the Lord thy God.

14 For these nations, which thou shalt possess, hearkened unto observers of times, and unto diviners: but as for thee, the Lord thy God hath not suffered thee so to do.

Proverbs 6:16-19 King James Version (KJV)

16 These six things doth the Lord hate: yea, seven are an abomination unto him:

17 A proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood,

18 An heart that deviseth wicked imaginations, feet that be swift in running to mischief,

19 A false witness that speaketh lies, and he that soweth discord among brethren.

Isaiah 29:13 King James Version (KJV)

13 Wherefore the Lord said, Forasmuch as this people draw near me with their mouth, and with their lips do honour me, but have removed their heart far from me, and their fear toward me is taught by the precept of men:

2 Corinthians 6:17 King James Version (KJV)

17 Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you.

1 Corinthians 10:14 King James Version (KJV)

14 Wherefore, my dearly beloved, flee from idolatry.

Matthew 24:9-15 King James Version (KJV)

9 Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name’s sake.

10 And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.

11 And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.

12 And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.

13 But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.

14 And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.

15 When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readeth, let him understand:)

1 Timothy 4:1 King James Version (KJV)

4 Now the Spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils;

Philippians 3:3 King James Version (KJV)

3 For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh.

Colossians 2:22 King James Version (KJV)

22 Which all are to perish with the using;) after the commandments and doctrines of men?

John 4:23-24 King James Version (KJV)

23 But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him.

24 God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.

Revelation 18:4 King James Version (KJV)

4 And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.

John 8:31-32 King James Version (KJV)

31 Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;

32 And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.

Hebrews 5:10-12 King James Version (KJV)

10 Called of God an high priest after the order of Melchisedec.

11 Of whom we have many things to say, and hard to be uttered, seeing ye are dull of hearing.

12 For when for the time ye ought to be teachers, ye have need that one teach you again which be the first principles of the oracles of God; and are become such as have need of milk, and not of strong meat.

Nimrod is often also referred to in the secular world as a Hunter, Huntsman, Huntswoman, Orion, Diana, Pursuer, Artemis,
predator, chaser, falconer, deerstalker, huntress, tracker, and KILLER! Who does the Bible talk about as being that who seeks whom he will devour?
The one who wants to kill the body? 1 Peter 5:8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:

Information abounds in sermons, books and internet news outlets.

In most states, the participation in “Christmas” was illegal, and punished by fine or jail sentence for violators! This was

It is not my job to educate you as a substitute for doing your own study. Get yourself a bible
study tool or concordance and use it. This was over 32 pages long, I know very few of you
are dedicated to the Lord enough that you will even read it. So why should I spend many more hours
fighting a legion of demons through great physical pain and attacks doing it for you? Seek first
the Kingdom of God!

~Handmaid of the Most High~ Acts 2:18, Psalm 37:30


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