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, https://rumble.com/v7csxd4-do-you-trust-yah-with-your-life.html.

Dear brothers and sisters,

Surely it’s been a while since my last message. There is so much going on these days with Father assigning me new and exciting tasks. Please know that I have not forgotten you. You are both in my heart and prayers that you may walk in the full knowledge of Yah and in steadfast obedience to His Word. I pray Yah has been challenging you, transforming you into His likeness that one day we may reach full unity through His Spirit.

The following Word may come across as a strong correction or rebuke. But I assure you that if you lean into the heart of the Father, hear Him out, repent and surrender to Him, He will care for you and your loved ones. He will surround you with His peace that surpasses all understanding that you may be equipped and ready to handle the extremely difficult circumstances that may be afflicting you in the present or future. Remember that our lives are in His hands and that He is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think. The question is: can you trust Him with your life and that of your loved ones?

On May 15/2026, I was travelling out of town to visit a loved one whom I heard was unwell. While on my way, I received a text from another family member saying that her relative, who had been declared cancer-free, had received news of a mistake in her file and that surgery was needed. This was the same lady I had prayed for and shortly after had received news she was in the clear. The same lady I had rejoiced over and thought had received a miracle. When I heard the news that the doctor had made an error, I was just as confused as heartbroken. Something felt off. What happened!?  How could this be and why would Yah allow this?

Later on that evening, once at home and settled for my daily devotion, my Spirit was grieved within me as I sought answers concerning what had transpired earlier on that day. That’s when this message came through. It started with a vision of myself walking along a hallway, surrounded by lifeless, zombie-like people. While I wondered what it meant the Holy Spirit began ministering to me that the people I was seeing represent those who are physically alive but spiritually dead.

How many say they believe in Yah but deny His power? They are physically alive but inside are devoid of His Spirit. They may have made their confession of faith, have good intentions, read and pray daily, feel close to Father. But when it comes to facing difficult, even gut-wrenching  situations, they resolve to seeking answers through sources other than Him. Instead of pressing into the heart of the Father, of crying out to Him, they turn to other gods for quick, temporary, faulty solutions.

This is what Yah describes in 2 Tim.3:5 as those who have a form of godliness but deny His power.

Deut.28:15, 21-22, 27, 35, 59-61 But it shall come to pass, if thou wilt not hearken unto the voice of the Lord thy God, to observe to do all his commandments and his statutes which I command thee this day; that all these curses shall come upon thee, and overtake thee. 21 The Lord shall make the pestilence cleave unto thee, until he have consumed thee from off the land, whither thou goest to possess it. 22 The Lord shall smite thee with a consumption, and with a fever, and with an inflammation, and with an extreme burning, and with the sword, and with blasting, and with mildew; and they shall pursue thee until thou perish. 27 The Lord will smite thee with the botch of Egypt, and with the emerods, and with the scab, and with the itch, whereof thou canst not be healed. 35 The Lord shall smite thee in the knees, and in the legs, with a sore botch that cannot be healed, from the sole of thy foot unto the top of thy head. 59 Then the Lord will make thy plagues wonderful, and the plagues of thy seed, even great plagues, and of long continuance, and sore sicknesses, and of long continuance. 60 Moreover he will bring upon thee all the diseases of Egypt, which thou wast afraid of; and they shall cleave unto thee. 61 Also every sickness, and every plague, which is not written in the book of this law, them will the Lord bring upon thee, until thou be destroyed.

Mat.10:28 And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear Him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.

Satan likes to capitalize on fear. When terrifying news comes, it’s easy to fall prey to the fear of pain, of the unknown, of dying. That same fear is what often pushes individuals to turn to one of Satan’s most crafty inventions instead of clinging to Yah’s supernatural power. That invention is pharmakeia with all its fancy medical buildings, scientific advancements and drug assortments. A simple Google search reveals the meaning of the word ‘pharmakeia’ which is ‘poison, drug, sorcery, witchcraft’. Satan is clever by offering temporary comfort in exchange for a lifetime of side effects. Once, I too was victim of this delusion.

If you have any knowledge of the Bible, you should know that Yah has no tolerance for such abominations. In fact, He says that those who do such things belong outside the city gates of the New Jerusalem. That is, in hell. If you have mingled with pharmakeia in the past, repent. If you’re currently involved, turn to Yah with no delay.

If you could truly grasp Yah’s power, you should be able to approach His throne of grace in confidence, asking Him to deliver you from any illness, no matter how big or small. And that even if He doesn’t mean for your illness to be cured, that you will boldly declare what Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego said:

Dan.3: 17-18 Our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of thine hand, O king.18 But if not, be it known unto thee, O king, that we will not serve thy gods, nor worship the golden image which thou hast set up.

The Bible says that eternal life is knowing Yah, the One True Elohim and Yahshua The Messiah whom He sent. Therefore, if you truly believe in Him, even if physical death were to come for you, you should know that it is only temporary sleep.

I wonder why believers are horrified of dying if they know death is a temporary state of sleep while awaiting their resurrection and to live eternally with Father. If you have not grasped this amazing truth, I can understand why you may be fearful of death. Perhaps your soul is not ready to be put at rest and await judgment. But if you live daily in the fear of Elohim, you should be at peace that He has got you in the palm of His hand and that the very hair of your head is counted.

It seems that when illness strikes, instead of believers diving into prayer with fasting and humility, seeking Yah’s face for understanding and deliverance, one automatically turns to doctors, pills, treatments, tests and surgeries. Instead of plunging oneself into the arms of the Father, of repenting and waiting upon Yah to disclose the nature of the illness and perhaps its full, permanent healing prognosis, they anxiously make appointments for medical advice. It is sad to see the multitudes that have fallen into this trap where they are far more willing and eager to submit to invasive procedures than rest in Yah. Although these procedures do not guarantee positive outcomes.

1 Sam.2:6 The Lord killeth, and maketh alive: he bringeth down to the grave, and bringeth up.

Yah has the power to life and death. When illness strikes, it is for a reason – whether because of judgment, to humble us, to draw us nearer to Him, even to glorify Yah! If you do not trust Yah with your life, then how big is your God!? Is Yah not greater than your circumstances? Does He not retain the power to release us according to His will? If you could only approach His throne and lay your requests before Him, knowing He specializes in miracles and is therefore able to do literally ANYTHING, all the fear should vanish.

The Bible sets a standard for us to follow. When people became afflicted they would refer to the priests for advice, as Yah’s representatives. When Job was stricken by sores, he sat day and night in sackcloth and ashes pleading with The Most High. King Hezekiah inquired of Yah through the prophet Isaiah who instructed him on a fig poultice. The prophet Elisha died of an illness. None of these characters stepped out from seeking Yah one way or another. They knew how to lean on Him for guidance and peace.

And of course, the most exhausting account of sufferers is found in the Gospels where crowds would gather from all over in search of Yahshua seeking healing. Lepers were made clean. Blind were restored. Lame walked. Even the dead were raised!

Isa.53:5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and by his stripes we are healed.

Why is it that nowadays, even among believers, pharmakeia has become the default? When the enemy comes knocking at your door, resist him. Run to the Father for His Name is a strong fortress. Don’t fall prey to fear that can drive you into the arms of false gods that have no power to save anyone’s life.

It’s interesting how people are often more concerned about their physical life than their spiritual! They will go to great lengths to preserve their physical life or improve on its quality while not giving a thought about the destination of their souls. Yet Yahshua said in Luk.17:33, “Whosoever shall seek to save his life shall lose it.”

2 Thess.2:9-10 Even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders, 10 And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved.

Yah did not give us medical care. That is a lie from the enemy to deceive. Yah gave us our relationship with Him so that we can go to Him for understanding, for support, for healing, for comfort. Do not cling to worthless idols forfeiting the grace that could be yours. Don’t bow to dangerous, sometimes even life-threatening procedures. Put your faith in Yah.

Not all illnesses are causes of one’s unfaithfulness or sin. What Yah was conveying to me is that many could receive healing if they only trusted in Him as their first and last advice. Just as I was in the process of compiling this Word, Yah healed my body twice. When we lean on our Heavenly Father, He doesn’t forsake us. He comes through one way or another while covering us with His peace while waiting.

When people chase after idols, the delusion of their hearts, Yah hands you over to it. We have been conditioned to think that it’s normal to go to a doctor, to trust their expertise, that it’s the miracle of science and technology. These are solutions fabricated by the fallen ones. When you trust pharmakeia over Yah, what do you expect Yah to do? To heal you through pharmakeia, treatments, pills?! Yah says that He does not share His glory with another. You either trust in Him or you don’t.

The ‘zombies’ in the vision are these people who are spiritually dead, who chase without questioning their idols/pharmakeia. They’ve been programmed to think that seeking solutions to anyone other than Yah is acceptable.

‘Pharmakeia’ is witchcraft. People everywhere are guilty of witchcraft.

Don’t exchange Yah’s glory, truth and power for a counterfeit. Don’t worship Him with your mouth while simultaneously denying His power.

As I sat there, listening to the Holy Spirit give me this run down, I opened up the Word to Exo.14. The Egyptians put their trust in their horses and chariots while Yah’s people were saved because of their faith in Yah. Those who never left spiritual Egypt have unyielding hearts like the Egyptians – in fact, they are spiritual Egypt as much as they want to think of themselves as Israel.

When you don’t yield to Yah and instead pursue idols, Yah sends plague after plague, test after test, affliction after affliction as an act of mercy. Will you relinquish your idols and turn to Yah? Will you let go of your fears, idolatry? Will you finally and deliberately choose to give Yah all the glory and wait on Him to show you His immense power?

Relying on pharmakeia is relying on your own gods; like Egypt relying on theirs. All they witnessed was destruction. So, why doesn’t Yah bring healing? Because you insist on pursuing your idols, putting your faith in them, believing they can do better for you than Yah. So Yah hands you over to your gods and lets you continue in your pride and sin, according to the desires of your heart, until you are utterly consumed.

Trying to pray for healing for someone who will not give up their idolatry is like them washing their faces with mud – they’ll never be clean! Turning your back on Yah is like chopping off the very hands of the Only One who could have really saved you!

Yah said that even among the Egyptians there were some who feared Him.

Exo.9:20 He that feared the word of the Lord among the servants of Pharaoh made his servants and his cattle flee into the house.

But among the counterfeit believers, who call themselves by His Name, there’s none.

With their mouths they say they’ve done wrong and that Yah is in the right but then they go back to the hardness of their hearts.

Exo.9:27 And Pharaoh sent, and called for Moses and Aaron, and said unto them, I have sinned this time: the Lord is righteous, and I and my people are wicked.

Yah knows they are just like Pharaoh; they don’t really fear Him. [see Exo.9:30]

Following these Scriptures, Yah gave me this rhema:

THE PEOPLE OF TODAY HAVE HEARTS LIKE PHARAOH – HARDENED, PROUDFUL, UNYIELDING. I WILL BATTER THEM WITH PLAGUE AFTER PLAGUE. FOR WHAT ELSE CAN I DO!? THEY PRETEND TO LOVE ME, TO YIELD TO ME, TO SURRENDER TO ME, ONLY TO HARDEN THEIR HEARTS AGAIN. THEY DO NOT HAVE MY SPIRIT. THE SPIRIT OF PHARAOH HAS OVERTAKEN THEM. THEY WILL NOT CHANGE UNTIL I BRING THEIR FULL DEMISE – UNTIL I BRING FULL DESTRUCTION AND HUMBLING. I WILL USE THEM TO SHOW MY GLORY THE WAY I DID IN TIMES PAST WHEN I USED PHARAOH’S STUBBORNESS FOR MY PURPOSES. AND ALL WILL KNOW THERE IS A GOD WHO HAS COMPASSION ON HIS PEOPLE -THOSE WHO LOVE AND HONOUR ME WITH ALL THEIR HEARTS.

TELL THEM TO REPENT, TO STOP CHASING AFTER THEIR IDOLS AND THE DELUSION OF THEIR HEARTS AND TO SEEK MY MERCY. ONLY A SMALL WINDOW (OF OPPORTUNITY) REMAINS BEFORE I UNLEASH THE FULL FORCE OF MY WRATH AND COMPLETE DISPLEASURE OVER A GENERATION THAT DEFIES ME IN MY FACE.

I SENT MY SON TO HEAL, TO SHOW YOU MY GREAT POWER. HE NEVER SAID TO GO TO DOCTORS. THE FULL RESURRECTION POWER RESTED ON HIM. WHEN YOU DRAW NEAR TO ME I WILL HEAL YOU. BUT WHEN YOUR HEARTS ARE DIVIDED, LET YOUR COLLECTION OF IDOLS SAVE YOU!

IN ME, EVEN THOUGH DEAD YOU SHALL LIVE FOR ETERNITY. WHEN YOU GRASP THAT, YOU BREAK FREE FROM THE LIES OF THE ENEMY THAT HAS YOU BOUND; THE CHAINS FALL OFF. SATAN’S POWER IS NEUTRALIZED. FEAR DISSIPATES WHILE MY PEACE SETS IN.

As I held back this Word trying to compose and ready myself to deliver it, Yah led me to 2 Kin.1 – the perfect story to seal this Word. Please read the full passage on your own.

King Ahaziah had suffered a fall through the lattice and wanted to know if he was going to recover. Thus, he sent his messengers to consult Baal-zebub. Meanwhile the angel of Yah told Elijah the prophet to ask King Ahaziah, “Is it because there is no God in Israel that you are going to consult Baal-Zebub, the god of Ekron?”

King Ahaziah knew of Yah and could have easily gone to Him to inquire concerning his fall and whether he was going to make it. Instead he chose to send his servants to inquire of Baal-Zebub. Because of this idolatry, Yah gave him over to death.

How many do the same thing – know Yah, yet choose to consult Satan?

Here’s another Scripture confirmation Yah gave me to pass along:

Hos.5:13-14  When Ephraim saw his sickness, and Judah saw his wound, then went Ephraim to the Assyrian, and sent to king Jareb: yet could he not heal you, nor cure you of your wound. 14 For I will be unto Ephraim as a lion, and as a young lion to the house of Judah: I, even I, will tear and go away; I will take away, and none shall rescue him.

I will conclude with this testimony as I give Yah ALL the glory that is due Him.

A few weeks ago, Yah decided to test me on this very Word. As I was walking along our side yard, carrying a large pot of basil, I tripped. I didn’t see the edge of the cement slab in front of me when my sandal caught it head on. I fell down, flat on the cement slabs. In my attempt to slow down my fall, I landed on my left hand where 3 of my fingers flipped the other way quite brutally. I thought for sure I had broken them. My pain was excruciating.

While I laid on the ground bearing down my pain, I couldn’t speak. Nevertheless, in my agony I gathered all my strength and started pleading Yahshua’s blood. I started repeating, ‘Yahshua’s blood, cover me’, over and over. I told Yah how He knew I would never go to the hospital, nor call the ambulance, nor visit the doctor. He is my Only Healer. I asked Him to heal me, to restore me. I told Him I knew that even if He didn’t, that He would carry me until the end.

I lay there for several minutes breathless because of the pain until it subsided enough for me to get up. I tested my fingers, nothing broken. No bruises appeared anywhere on my body. In fact, within a couple of days I returned to using my hand, fully functional.

The next day I got up and my left shoulder and hip were hurting. I thought perhaps because of the fall. I didn’t let it sit with me longer than a few minutes. Again I cried out to Yah in prayer. This time the pain left me immediately. HalleluYah!!!!