Dream, Prophecy

DO YOU LOVE INDEED? 1 John 3:18 – Handmaid of the Most High



Jan 13, 2020 8:43 PM
Handmaid of the Most High

Dream, January 5, 2020

I am shopping at a nearby department store having chatted with three women with a young girl of 9 years old as I was shopping. I chatted with a family group, whom appear to be a mother, with two adult daughters along with her granddaughter. We have completed our transactions at approximately the same time and we have met again at the exit. When one of them asks if I will watch the young girl while they load up their cars. I reluctantly agree as I ponder why she can’t go with them not being little and seeming to be fully functional for her age. Next thing I know, I don’t see them at their car, they and the cars are gone. Immediately thereafter, I suddenly realize the young girl to my right is missing! I am in a panic, running around and calling her (I don’t even know her name??).

As I am running through the parking lot, three healthy looking elderly women in their 70’s are getting into their car, two assisting one lady, who is in a wheel chair. I ask if they have seen the girl, they say no and ask for helping getting the woman in the wheelchair into the vehicle. I agree even though I am disabled myself (further aggravating my pain beyond “normal” in the process). Once she is in, they ask for assistance getting her out of the vehicle at home since she is only a few blocks away. I feel “trapped” but agree saying I must go find the young girl so it must be brief. When we arrive and I assist her into her home (she is in a retirement community or else an assisted living facility), they say they will be attending a craft event at their clubhouse, which is starting in a few minutes and won’t I help her there? I agree. Now on the way “home”, they had mentioned that they were Christians asking me if I was one. I had said yes. Once we arrived at the clubhouse to do “crafts”, they are casting spells on people! I am shocked and I tell them, “This is witchcraft!”. They just laugh at me like I’m foolish. I persist, telling them it is an abomination to God! They say it is no big deal and that I need to stop being such a stick in the mud. They are just having fun. I tell them I want nothing to do with these activities, while they laugh and mock me.

I return to my car and on my way back to look for the young girl, my car breaks down. It is in a very rough neighborhood and I am in front of a closed auto parts store where two drunken/drugged men are standing in front of the closed store giving me an assessing look and looking mischievous. Determined not to be intimidated, I get out asking if I can get assistance with my car. I am looking for a missing little girl and need someone to help me. They know a guy and he comes by in his truck and tells me, we first have to stop to let his family know what’s going on and maybe get more people to search for her. We go off into a country area about 20 miles away and arrive at a big expensive farm house and a beautiful plot of land. Where a small crowd is gathered 40-60 people milling around and a big banquet picnic table full of potluck dishes spread out and nearby a big barbecue pit cooking all sorts of meats. He has also said he is a Christian and these are his family members. He introduces me but no one seems to interested, even when he says I need help looking for a little girl who is missing. Most don’t acknowledge me even with a hello. Soon he disappears into the group and everyone ignores me. I just stand on the outside, I feel that I must be invisible. Realizing that no one cares, I leave walking down the farm’s dirt road leading to a main dirt road where I hope to hitchhike to get back to my search.

No one calls to me as they see (if they even notice) that I am leaving. I get back to the dirt road and two men are riding on the road on an old fashioned tractor. I tell them what has happened and I need to get back to looking for the girl. They agree to take me back but there is no place to ride except on plywood that is cabled to the tractor. I must lie flat on it face up and as I do, dirt, pebbles, twigs, rocks are flying into my face making it difficult to see and it is extremely painful as I experience every bump!

Dream Ends.

I will divide the message into its key parts.
1) The Dept. Store
2) Elderly Ladies
3) Car Breakdown
4) Family Picnic
5) Getting Back To the Search

Interpretation – this has more than one meaning in places. I will share those I am told to disclose.

In this dream, I am the trustworthy individual. I am a true representative of the True Bride of Christ. The women who were shopping knew this and chose to relish their role in caring for young in Christ. Even though they were more “mature”, their purchases (possessions) were more important than their own flesh. The one God gave them to watch over! They turned to someone else (me) to do their job. So many parents leave their children’s spiritual development to strangers they don’t even know. Someone in the church, who may seem nice but not be as interested in the care of the child’s spiritual well being. Maybe they don’t even attend church but drop them off at a youth program or “scouts”. This 9 year old was old enough to be responsible for staying where she was at. She knew better than to wander off. Why if she was she taken and didn’t she even shout because some one didn’t watch her every single second? Sure I was responsible but she wasn’t an infant or a toddler.

This is a special message to those who tend to do “all the work”. People see your heart and they take advantage of you by not caring for the responsibility given to them by God. We all have our assignments. Don’t be distracted by taking over all the jobs others leave. Seek the Lord on everything you agree to because you will be accountable!

2) The elderly ladies had an appearance of good/righteousness. They were old and appeared harmless and helpless but they were using the situation to manipulate those who have pure motives for their own benefit. They were full of life once they had me on their turf! I had this dream after the Father exposed a false prophet, who had been asking and doing things that were not for the sake of the brethren or even their own edification but to control others to get attention and adoration. At first, I thought that they were controlled but they also are controlling and manipulating the body and when I went to them in private, their reaction was full of venom and rage. This person tipped their cards (showed their true identity, just like these women revealed their true heart when their were doing curses against the people in the church and mocking God! While this person called out “false prophets” the Father said every word of judgment they spoke will be what will be used against them!

Be aware of following anyone other than God! Pray pray pray. Jesus warned us repeatedly about those who look like and talk like “us” but they aren’t! I have had repeated warnings in the last few months. There is a reason, Jesus said that “if it were possible, even the elect would be deceived”, that means those people who are featured in the media especially are more often than not, are not hearing from God. Satan is subtle, he tricked Eve into thinking that God was afraid, if she ate from the tree of Good and Evil, she would be equal and a threat! That wasn’t the case, but it sounded plausible to Eve. We are called Sheep because they are not bright and dependent on another for survival. Either we walk hearing Jesus or we hear a voice that sounds like it is Jesus but is not. LEARN TO DISCERN. You can only know this by knowing the word of the Lord. Many are going to take the mark because it will sound “good”.

By being distracted by these false Christians, I was derailed from my responsibility of taking care of this young girl. It isn’t obvious if they had had assistance getting the woman in the car to go shopping or to get out of the car when they arrived at the shopping center. However, I should have resisted knowing that I too am disabled and it would cost me my physical well-being to help. Having no help in my own life makes me very empathetic to others who seem similarly challenged. Even if I was willing to suffer to help another, my first priority was my first commitment, that of the young girl.

3) This is probably pretty obvious. I left off the narrow road when I went to help the elderly women. As I sought to return to the narrow road, I broke down, broad was the road to destruction. I turned to two uncertain men for help knowing it was unlikely but I was now trapped in the circumstances. These men were not at all interested in others, except when it could benefit them. They abused their body with substances and they were seeking opportunities to do wickedness. There are certainly people in church standing around, observing ready to gossip, take advantage of others difficulties to their advantage. Years ago, when I started in sales, I was advised to join social organizations like church or volunteer groups to connect to others in hopes they could be networked to assist me in making sales. The Freemasons do this in churches, I’ve talked to enough of them. I have been placed in the path of someone about to join and I told him all that they believe (Lucifer but they don’t identify him until 32 or 33 degree – it may be earlier I’m not positive).

4) Then when a “Christian man” agreed to help I was again taken completely in by his offer. However, he didn’t really care. He wanted me in his “church family” but they were only about the flesh. Heaping gluttony and who knows what else to their bodies but certainly not concerned about anyone else’s welfare but their own.

No one even asked me my name or why I was there. This is so typical of many churches. It is all about having a party and if you aren’t looking for fun, then you don’t really belong. The church is not about looking for that 1 lost sheep out of 100. It is about having “friends” among the 99. The devil’s task is accomplished. No one cares about anyone else. It is about pleasure and feeling good, having an appearance of good but not being functionally good in God’s eyes!

Some churches are actual cults. Many embrace the Get12 or G12, though most don’t publicize the term. It is network marketing of Christ! There is a tremendous amount of control and it promotes the Jezebel spirit (it is in men too). It is straight from the pit of hell. Get out if you are in one that focuses on these principles.

5) I knew I had to continue in my search to protect that little girl. I had wasted precious time and wondered as I suffered the physical attacks to my already broken body if it my efforts would have a positive outcome. Would she be rescued? Did my delays cost her, her life?

We (the true church) are to be searching for the lost. The so called body of Christ, have no interest in the call of the church. We are to seek and save the lost like Christ. Even if we go to the highways and the bi-ways alone. We are all accountable for bearing fruit. Even if none go with us. Jesus is still there by our side.

Will the church get back on track to save all those, who are still unrepentant or needing meat instead of a little milk once in a while? No, many will not but the true remnant church will shine for those who are truly seeking. What about those, who are actively seeking but can’t find anyone who cares? To busy doing wickedness (the elderly ladies), or hanging around destroying their bodies (the men at the auto parts store) or seeking pleasu

There is virtually no unity when it comes to preaching the good news. False Church, you are about to be exposed! Every last person, who calls themselves a follower of Christ will be tested! If you are not already experiencing extreme buffeting by the enemy, you need to check yourself. The devil doesn’t bother those who are “comfy at the barbecue”. I’m not talking about an old car that has seen fulfilled its purpose or the job site that closes because the company isn’t making its desired profit, these are things that happen in the world. We are told that it rains on the good and bad alike. I am talking, stuff that doesn’t happen to most people and an intensity that is far beyond the norm. He knows how complacent and far away you are from a relationship with the Savior. Do you?

We are going to war as a country, as stated in number of prior postings. Our land will be under attack. We are already manifesting this clearly to those who can see, in the spiritual realm, for several years now. The wheat and tares are about to be separated, most will be tares. Is the Father revealing these truths to you? If not, maybe you need to fall on your knees immediately and ask why not?

If you are still going to the barbecue or the craft event, you will not enter into the Heavenly Kingdom. Those who focus only on ruling and reigning with Him are focused on flesh. Your focus on rejoicing over the Savior’s work in your life and those of others is what matters most to God. Relationship is and has and will remain most important! Your excuses will be meaningless for not having a relationship means you have divorced yourself from Him. Maybe you were merely “living with him” never truly covenanting with Him?! Looking for all the “benefits” of marriage but not being a servant to Him. Never forsaking all others! Because to be honest, it was never really about Him!

Here is the word of the Lord:
January 13, 2020 9pm

Little children, I hear the cries of your heart. Many have been deeply wounded by the wolves posing as fellow sheep.

Search me for direction. There are others that have plans of harm. Many wolves are lurking in the shadows. They are making plans to capture you. Do not follow after them!

If I have told you not to trust them, don’t ignore it! I am the one who knows all, sees all. I know those who are my chosen and those who are deceitful, having a form of godliness but it is a sham! They are spiritually blackened with evil intent. Their souls are completely corrupted. They know things because some regularly dance with the devil when you are not around.

They have laid traps for you. Walk circumspectly, always seeking my will for I alone can guide you away from those snares. You must seek me. You must hear me. YOU MUST TRUST ME! I am your God. I am Holy. Do not be mislead to worship the evil one. Do not sow to your flesh but sow to your spirit. I will walk with you. I will talk to you. Cast away the works of the evil one. Run from those who will twist your words to lies. You are not alone. You have me. I love you. Keep your heart pure in me.


1) The Dept. Store

Hebrews 5:11-14 King James Version (KJV)
11 Of whom we have many things to say, and hard to be uttered, seeing ye are dull of hearing.

12 For when for the time ye ought to be teachers, ye have need that one teach you again which be the first principles of the oracles of God; and are become such as have need of milk, and not of strong meat.

13 For every one that useth milk is unskilful in the word of righteousness: for he is a babe.

14 But strong meat belongeth to them that are of full age, even those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil.

2) Elderly Ladies

Matthew 13:14-16 King James Version (KJV)
14 And in them is fulfilled the prophecy of Esaias, which saith, By hearing ye shall hear, and shall not understand; and seeing ye shall see, and shall not perceive:

15 For this people’s heart is waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes they have closed; lest at any time they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them.

16 But blessed are your eyes, for they see: and your ears, for they hear.

1 Samuel 15:22-23 King James Version (KJV)
22 And Samuel said, Hath the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices, as in obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams.

23 For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry. Because thou hast rejected the word of the Lord, he hath also rejected thee from being king.

Psalm 141:3-6 King James Version (KJV)
3 Set a watch, O Lord, before my mouth; keep the door of my lips.

4 Incline not my heart to any evil thing, to practise wicked works with men that work iniquity: and let me not eat of their dainties.

5 Let the righteous smite me; it shall be a kindness: and let him reprove me; it shall be an excellent oil, which shall not break my head: for yet my prayer also shall be in their calamities.

6 When their judges are overthrown in stony places, they shall hear my words; for they are sweet.

Ezekiel 22:24-28 King James Version (KJV)
24 Son of man, say unto her, Thou art the land that is not cleansed, nor rained upon in the day of indignation.

25 There is a conspiracy of her prophets in the midst thereof, like a roaring lion ravening the prey; they have devoured souls; they have taken the treasure and precious things; they have made her many widows in the midst thereof.

26 Her priests have violated my law, and have profaned mine holy things: they have put no difference between the holy and profane, neither have they shewed difference between the unclean and the clean, and have hid their eyes from my sabbaths, and I am profaned among them.
27 Her princes in the midst thereof are like wolves ravening the prey, to shed blood, and to destroy souls, to get dishonest gain.

28 And her prophets have daubed them with untempered morter, seeing vanity, and divining lies unto them, saying, Thus saith the Lord God, when the Lord hath not spoken.

3) Car Breakdown

1 Corinthians 12:24-26 King James Version (KJV)
24 For our comely parts have no need: but God hath tempered the body together, having given more abundant honour to that part which lacked.

25 That there should be no schism in the body; but that the members should have the same care one for another.

26 And whether one member suffer, all the members suffer with it; or one member be honoured, all the members rejoice with it.

Revelation 2:18-24 King James Version (KJV)
18 And unto the angel of the church in Thyatira write; These things saith the Son of God, who hath his eyes like unto a flame of fire, and his feet are like fine brass;

19 I know thy works, and charity, and service, and faith, and thy patience, and thy works; and the last to be more than the first.

20 Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols.

21 And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not.

22 Behold, I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds.

23 And I will kill her children with death; and all the churches shall know that I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts: and I will give unto every one of you according to your works.

24 But unto you I say, and unto the rest in Thyatira, as many as have not this doctrine, and which have not known the depths of Satan, as they speak; I will put upon you none other burden.

4 ) Family Picnic

2 Timothy 4:3-4 King James Version (KJV)
3 For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears;

4 And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned unto fables.

1 John 3:15-17 King James Version (KJV)
15 Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer: and ye know that no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him.

16 Hereby perceive we the love of God, because he laid down his life for us: and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren.

17 But whoso hath this world’s good, and seeth his brother have need, and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him, how dwelleth the love of God in him?
John 10:10-14 King James Version (KJV)
10 The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

11 I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep.

12 But he that is an hireling, and not the shepherd, whose own the sheep are not, seeth the wolf coming, and leaveth the sheep, and fleeth: and the wolf catcheth them, and scattereth the sheep.

13 The hireling fleeth, because he is an hireling, and careth not for the sheep.

14 I am the good shepherd, and know my sheep, and am known of mine.

1 Corinthians 6:10-15 King James Version (KJV)
10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God.

11 And such were some of you: but ye are washed, but ye are sanctified, but ye are justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God.

12 All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any.

13 Meats for the belly, and the belly for meats: but God shall destroy both it and them. Now the body is not for fornication, but for the Lord; and the Lord for the body.

14 And God hath both raised up the Lord, and will also raise up us by his own power.

15 Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ? shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot? God forbid.

5) Getting Back To the Search

Matthew 7:12-14 King James Version (KJV)
12 Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.

13 Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:

14 Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.

Acts 20:20-24 King James Version (KJV)
20 And how I kept back nothing that was profitable unto you, but have shewed you, and have taught you publicly, and from house to house,

21 Testifying both to the Jews, and also to the Greeks, repentance toward God, and faith toward our Lord Jesus Christ.

22 And now, behold, I go bound in the spirit unto Jerusalem, not knowing the things that shall befall me there:

23 Save that the Holy Ghost witnesseth in every city, saying that bonds and afflictions abide me.

24 But none of these things move me, neither count I my life dear unto myself, so that I might finish my course with joy, and the ministry, which I have received of the Lord Jesus, to testify the gospel of the grace of God.

This applies to the entire prophecy –

Matthew 7:9-23 King James Version (KJV)
9 Or what man is there of you, whom if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone?

10 Or if he ask a fish, will he give him a serpent?

11 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?

12 Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.

13 Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:

14 Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.

15 Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves.

16 Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?

17 Even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit.

18 A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit.

19 Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire.

20 Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them.

21 Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven.

22 Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works?

23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.

Galatians 5:22-23 King James Version (KJV)
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,

23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.

Matthew 6:20-24 King James Version (KJV)
20 But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal:

21 For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

22 The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light.

23 But if thine eye be evil, thy whole body shall be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness!

24 No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.

Romans 2:5-10 King James Version (KJV)
5 But after thy hardness and impenitent heart treasurest up unto thyself wrath against the day of wrath and revelation of the righteous judgment of God;

6 Who will render to every man according to his deeds:

7 To them who by patient continuance in well doing seek for glory and honour and immortality, eternal life:

8 But unto them that are contentious, and do not obey the truth, but obey unrighteousness, indignation and wrath,

9 Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile;

10 But glory, honour, and peace, to every man that worketh good, to the Jew first, and also to the Gentile:

1 John 3:12-18 King James Version (KJV)
12 Not as Cain, who was of that wicked one, and slew his brother. And wherefore slew he him? Because his own works were evil, and his brother’s righteous.

13 Marvel not, my brethren, if the world hate you.

14 We know that we have passed from death unto life, because we love the brethren. He that loveth not his brother abideth in death.

15 Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer: and ye know that no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him.

16 Hereby perceive we the love of God, because he laid down his life for us: and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren.

17 But whoso hath this world’s good, and seeth his brother have need, and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him, how dwelleth the love of God in him?

18 My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.

Matthew 12:34 King James Version (KJV)
34 O generation of vipers, how can ye, being evil, speak good things? for out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh.

Matthew 7:14-16 King James Version (KJV)
14 Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.

15 Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves.

16 Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?

Luke 11:39-40 King James Version (KJV)
39 And the Lord said unto him, Now do ye Pharisees make clean the outside of the cup and the platter; but your inward part is full of ravening and wickedness.

40 Ye fools, did not he that made that which is without make that which is within also?

Psalm 56:8 King James Version (KJV)
8 Thou tellest my wanderings: put thou my tears into thy bottle: are they not in thy book?

So many warnings have gone out. Frankly, I am so tired of giving them.

I ask for prayers daily as I have no one in my life except for Jesus (and I know there are others that are in similar scenarios). Believe me, there are quite a few posting here that are not of God…I dare say that is true of any forum. I’ve heard many “prophets”, “oracles of God” cursing others in the body in Jesus name! Roberta Morrison did an excellent job recently on this very topic. If you are not discerning that you better learn how. Your enemy is roaming about seeking whom he will devour. He likes to take down those closest to God. He likes a challenge. If you are “living the dream” of the prosperity gospel, you are living the opposite of the example of Christ. He didn’t talk about the new tricked out chariot he was going to buy. He didn’t talk about how he was going to build a new college campus to train apostles. He didn’t brag on his newest educational degree awarded to him as “Dr. of Hebrew Interpretation”. He was about explaining life truths. He wanted relationship oriented people not just scholars.

I am so broken in body, I’ve need of two surgeries (my arm broken for 9 months – which occurred immediately after I posted a warning on this site). Even painkillers are minor comfort, pain is constant. Thank you for all that pray. Especially those who would add me to their daily prayer list.

~ Handmaid of the Most High ~

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