FIRST A PRAISE REPORT, THEN AN UPDATE

8/25/25 9:29 PM
Handmaid of the Most High

Greetings the Beloved of God,

This is both a praise report, an update, and a prayer request.

Will you join me in thanking the Lord for His mercy, love and faithfulness?

I will begin with a terrific praise report. I believe (it has not officially been medically verified) that the Lord has nearly completely healed my right knee, which was severely injured in April of 2025 and I was told required 3 specific surgeries, as the 3 prior had all been undone. I used several modalities but ultimately God works through whatever He chooses and I am now able to put my body weight on it. Initially, after the injury, I couldn’t even have it on the floor for balance purposes without screaming and even crying. Thank you to the many who prayed for me, you had an impact! Our Lord answers prayer!

What I haven’t disclosed previously, the fact that my left knee has been degenerating for decades and almost unusable especially the past two years – in 2004, a replacement was first recommended but my right knee was worse, so I delayed. In 2023, I visited several orthopedic surgeons but informed that the degeneration was so extreme (the knee cap had largely disintegrated and rotated to the outside) and that nothing could be done. Early in the year, I had discussed getting a wheelchair with my doctor as I was loosing balance and falling weekly, at times sustaining serious injuries. I guess satan realized that since I wasn’t screaming when using my right knee, his strategy was to refocus on the left knee. It has worsened, leaving me screaming and waking many times a night, with ongoing spasms in the calf, back of the knee, thigh and into my posterior and medication providing only partial relief. So, my prayer is that the great physician do whatever needs done in this knee as well.

As stated in previous posts, I have 7 things needing intervention in my spine, again surgeons decline to operate because of the extenuating issues. Cervical spine (neck) surgery has also been suggested by doctors over the past 22 years due to many injuries from childhood and injuries sustained from among the 13 car accidents, I’ve had. Both shoulders have been recommended for replacement surgery along with other interventions.

Meanwhile, I am seeking for my endocrinologist to order the brain scan to confirm the return of my pituitary tumor (Cushings Disease) which is causing weight gain and other issues – the physicians assistant denied my request despite my labwork and symptoms support this diagnosis and my prior brain tumor for over 10 years during my 30’s, these issues are precluding the knee surgeon’s willingness to do surgery at this time.

I am not in fear, I know my God. He has saved me from death so many times. When asked, He refused to tell me the actual number of attempts because He said it would overwhelm me. Some may remember that during my second right knee surgery, I died and went to heaven and Jesus said I had to return to fulfill my purpose. My God does things in His season and to bring glory to Himself and increase faith in His followers. I trust Him.

I confess I am very weary. Intense pain is very tiring and I wish I could do more for the kingdom and while I push myself hard to do whatever I can, at times I fail. Daily living is very taxing and I am spending a majority of my disability check to pay someone to come in each day to assist me in daily care and food preparation for myself and pets.

I do not want to stand before Him having failed to complete each assignment. Dear friends, try to do something for the kingdom every day even if it is praying for someone (we underestimate its power). We do not know how much time we have! Some ministers are being called home and I know many mourn their loss. While others are in the knee deep in the weeds fighting to live! In fact, four people such people immediately come to mind. Do not take good health for granted and take steps to live healthy. Pray for all our brothers and sisters and especially those, who are doing kingdom work and pray that the enemies darts won’t keep them from completing their mission here, and that they are strengthened for the battle.

Will you continue to pray for me for complete healing in all the areas of my health? The types of attacks the enemy sends are very vindictive and powerful. The Holy Spirit has revealed the highest among satan’s chain of command are directly involved in my torment.

I am still saving funds to do the extensive dental surgery I need that includes removal of teeth, parts of my jaw and surrounding tissue, the details were shared in previous posts, so I won’t bore you. If you feel led to help me toward this expense along with the April hospital related costs, please reach out to Jonathan for instructions. Due to scheduling issues, some checks have not yet been cashed, please don’t assume they were stolen. If I have cashed your check and not sent you a thank you note, please forgive me, your sacrifice is appreciated, presently, I find it challenging to sit up and write while in bed.

A person reached out to Jonathan in June wanting to meet with me during their next visit to FL, I responded but didn’t hear back and presume that it was intercepted as about I believe approximately somewhere between 30% to 50% of the personal emails that are, likewise, I am stopped from doing transactions online or facetime medical providers. Likewise, I have issues placing and receiving phone calls. Please pray before sending internet communications and phone calls petition God’s Holy Angels to battle the enemy, remember it took 21 days for the angel Gabriel to get to Daniel so if you wish to contact me, please be persistent. Additionally someone who’s name started with Mc, who reached out in May or June, I can’t locate your details, please reach out again.

Thank you for reading this! Thank you for your prayers and support. I pray for all who visit this site, that they find the information insightful, encouraging and life changing. Thank you, to Jonathan for his dedication and commitment, I find it awesome how the Holy Spirit leads him to post amazing pictures which depict the Words and Visions posted. It is incredible to behold.

God Bless You, beloved ones. I pray for your needs to be Divinely met at the appropriate time.

Your Servant, Handmaid of the Most High